I had to start over about a year ago. Funny how something like a break up will force your hands into situations you never really pictured yourself.
A year ago I enrolled in Miller-Motte College. I'll be graduating in July. As a medical clinical assistant. It's totally awesome and not where I ever pictured myself. I will be in a growing career field. This means I will be able to take care of my kids. Goal one - check!
I try not to dwell on what the douchebag did to me and the girls. I despise him. I think the bimbo he married is an idiot. She's really young though and I was in her place when I was that age. I was just as much of an idiot with my ex husband. Of course I didn't have any kids with my exhusband and I do have two with the sperm donor aka douchebag aka my kids father. Guess that makes me an idiot for sleeping with him but honestly if it was all a charade I doubt he would have kept it up for 3 years.
Goal 2 is to get a home for me and the girls. Working on that as we speak.
Goal 3 is to teach them to be strong, independent women by being one myself. It's no longer about me. No wallowing in self pity anymore.
I'm sure I'll think of new goals as I go.
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